Procrastination Again!
Why I am suffering from Procrastination
When I typed my last post, I said I had Nothing To Write. At that time it was true. My family had just suffered a loss and we were all feeling shitty, so it’s not surprising that, despite usually being able to write a lot (it is the way I sort out my feelings), I couldn’t put pen to paper.
Now it is a slightly different story.
I have started to write again and get my work done, but, although I can put pen to paper and produce reams and reams of stuff, I just can’t be assed to post it. It’s like that one last step is unobtainable for some reason or other.
Okay, this is depression causing me to feel this way. It’s like being a kamikaze pilot (and not beign bothered to find out if you spelled that word right…). Your mission is to sabotage all you have worked so hard for. But in my case, I know that I don’t have to die on this mission. I could just turn around and make things ok.
All I would have to do is type up those notes and post the damn things! All the thinking work is done. All I need to do now is the ‘robotic’ stuff and earn a living doing it.
But I can’t.
Mission accomplished it seems…
